.They call it LOVE.

Friday, May 23, 2008

~ Called For Work... ~ 8:03:00 pm

What the heck... I got called back for work for AM shift tomorrow... Supposed to be my PH for Vesak Day...

Oh well, but since I've got nothing on, might as well go to work and stop thinking about rubbish and being redundant at home...

And I'm beginning to dislike day offs and public holidays... I'd rather be at work and face lots of crap... Cuz it takes away a whole load of things when I'm alone...

Oh well...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Thursday, May 22, 2008

~ Updates!! ~ 6:36:00 pm

It's now time for a proper update...

First and foremost... I've finally completed another round of night duty... Alhamdulillah, my night shifts were pretty much smooth sailing, except that I only started writing my reports at 0230hrs every day...

Anyway, I was kinda pissed off with my colleague on my last night duty, which was yesterday... There I was, taking another extra patient as I knew that the patients on her side were pretty much heavy, with lots of tube feedings and 4 patients on tracheostomy...

Our second night was kinda busy for her with a patient's blood pressure always crashing down... So, she 'complaint' to my NO that she couldn't cope with whatever was going on and wanted to take one patient less... Which meant that I had to take 2 extra patient instead of 1!! In order not to spark off any arguments or ill-feelings, I did so without any words of defiance... Well, I was unhappy, of course... But I just said little prayers so as to have a peaceful and smooth sailing night, which thankfully God permits...

But I guess that's not the issue here... To me, the issue is about her time management... She can go on and on and on, yakking and grumbling about this and that... But her time management, I felt that it was just not there...

Anyway, enough with my ramblings and grumblings...

Secondly, Manchester United won the Champions League!! *Woohoo*... And that's a double for them...

Champions League winners!!

Celebrations!!

And a double good news for Man Utd fans, particularly Cristiano Ronaldo's fans... HE'S STAYING!! In Man Utd lah, where else... *Hehe*... Cuz there's been news of him wanting to go to Real Madrid and stuffs like that...

He's staying!!

Thirdly, David Cook is the new American Idol!

I really thought that David Archuleta would win the competition... However, I personally felt that David Cook would make a better winner... Well, the truth has spoken itself... =)

Lastly, the Tax Assessment is already here... And I can't believe it... I need to pay nearly double of what I paid last year... *Gah!*

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Sunday, May 18, 2008

~ Music Video for Ayat Ayat Cinta ~ 8:43:00 pm

Just by listening to the song and watching the music video, is enough to make me teary-eyed... *Sigh*...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

~ Ayat Ayat Cinta (Verses of Love) ~ 11:38:00 pm

"To love and to possess are two different things"
A quote from Ayat Ayat Cinta (Verses of Love)

A very highly recommended movie!! It's one of the best Indonesian movies I've ever watched...

This movie has taught me a lot of lessons... Just like the quote above...
And what it truly meant is that even if you love someone, you may not necessarily have him or her by your side forever... And if that happens, you must be sincere in letting that person go from your heart... Only then, you will be able to find peace...
It also taught me that there is one soulmate for us out there... And that person will be there, when God permits...

And oh... Please standby lots of tissue if you're watching this movie... *Hehe*...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Sunday, May 11, 2008

~ Happy Mothers' Day... ~ 10:03:00 am

Today marks a very special day for every woman who is called MOTHER...

Mothers...
They are the strongest women in the world...
For they are the ones who carries the weight of the foetus for 40 weeks...

Mothers...
They are the most loving person in the world...
For they are the ones who loves her child unconditionally, without asking anything in return...

Mothers...
They are the most patient person in the world...
For they are the ones who does things for her child without grumbling...

Mothers...
They are the most happiest person in the world...
For they are the ones who can't wait to spread around the word when her child is successful in a certain aspect, be in school or work...

Mothers...
They are the most sincere person in the world...
For they are the ones who will be there for her child in times of need, and tell them that everything will be alright...

Mothers...
Yet, they are also the weakest person in the world...
For they are the ones who will shed tears for her child when something bad happens...
For they are also the ones who will never stop worrying for her child...

To this special person whom I call Ibu,

Thank you for bringing me into this world...
For without you, there'll be no me...
Thank you for taking care of me all these years...
For without you, I would not be as healthy as I am today...
Thank you for guiding me...
For without you, I would not be who I am today...
Thank you for loving me unconditionally...
For without you, I would not be someone who is able to love and care as I am today...

I'm sorry to have made you worried and lost your temper on me...
I'm sorry to have gone against your words...
I'm sorry to have break my promises...
I'm sorry to have grumbled each time you asked me to do something...

But I know,
That every single thing you've done is for the best of me...
For there can never be another you...

I Love You Ibu...

And to all mothers...
Happy Mothers' Day

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Saturday, May 10, 2008

~ At Random... ~ 8:58:00 pm

The feelings may have faded away...
Yet, it's so hard for me to see you as a friend...
Maybe, it's best that I just erase you from my life... Permanently...

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Anyway, exams in 2 days' time... And I can't believe that I'm taking it so lightly!! But what can I say... That's just me... The slacker... *Haha*...

And I wanna watch Ayat-Ayat Cinta... It looks like a nice movie to watch...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Friday, May 09, 2008

~ 'Outbreak' in the Ward ~ 8:38:00 pm

It was really a busy day at work today... In fact, it's been a busy week for me ever since I came back to work on Tuesday...

For the past 2 days, I've been the only Staff Nurse, running alone in the team with two juniors... Now, some of you nurses would say that having 3 staffs in a team, with a charge of 11 patients, would be a luxury... But given the load of patients that we have (bedbounds, tube feedings, multiple wound dressing, tracheostomy patients, countless IV medications, etc), we could be left struggling to finish up our tasks that is up all the way to our neck...

Anyway, the MC rate in our ward for the past few days have been pretty bad... Yesterday alone, we had 5 staffs(!) on sick leave... Imagine how bad our situation was and we had to work with the number of staffs that we had... And most of the staffs on sick leave were down with fever and upper respiratory tract infection symptoms such as cough and runny nose... So, with the alarming number of staffs on sick leave, the Infection Control requested that those who were on MC to come back and do nasal and throat swabs...

And due to the 'outbreak', medical staffs, nurses and allied health professionals who enters the ward will have to don masks, so as not to worsen the already-horrible ward situation...

It's kinda scary... A few of my colleagues said that it even reminded them of the SARS period... But I can't afford to fall sick now... Cuz I'm due for my exams on Monday!!

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

~ Withered Flowers ~ 10:36:00 am

This is going to be a pretty redundant entry... But I just thought of posting it up since it's, well, something I thought of sharing...

I once read on a fengshui book on love around a few weeks back... In it, it wrote something like, "Do not keep withering (or withered) flowers in the house"... Well, it didn't state what was the rationale of doing so but I guessed, in one way or another, that the love will die once the flowers wither...

At the point of break-up with my ex-boyfriend, I was still hanging dry the flowers that he had given to me during Valentine's Day... So, throughout, it has been hanging upside down at my window...

And on the day I broke up with my ex-boyfriend, I went home to find the withered and dried flowers on the floor... Apparently, the rubber band that I had tied on the end had snapped... But it's as though the flowers knew that something was not right... Too much of a coincidence? I don't know... You can call me superstitious, but I do believe in signs, sometimes...

I should have listened to my mum in not keeping the dried and withered flowers... But then again, I still believe that if things are not meant to be, it's just not meant to be... Maybe indeed, it's just a coincidence...

The dried and withered flowers (including those from last year's Valentines' Day) which is now in the rubbish dump...

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi

Monday, May 05, 2008

~ Sawadee Krup ~ 10:36:00 am

Sawadee krup...

I'm finally back from the place known as the Land of Smiles a.k.a Thailand... The trip was definite fun and exciting... Now, for the aftermath, I'm feeling super duper tired... *Haha*...

Now, next on my calendar... Examination on the 12th of May... And I'm not a single bit prepared...

Will upload the pictures later... I haven't even finished uploading photos from my brother's engagement!!

written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi